Wednesday, May 4, 2011

I am a horrible, horrible person

Mother's Day crisis averted. That is all. And I know it was very small and selfish of me. Blerg, do I know it.

Maybe tomorrow I will only be just horrible instead of completely horrible, horrible. Aiming high, I know.

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Completely jumping tracks.....

Lately, I've seen a lot of heartache and it's got me thinking. I want to know how it happens, where does it start? How do two people make beautiful babies together, love those children deeply and yet drift apart from each other? What first places that wedge between them, what drives it further and further in until they forget the why of their togetherness? Or rather, how does one of them forget and the other holds tightly to something that no longer exists?

Maybe the more important question is how does one keep from forgetting? Is it even possible anymore?